Unfortunately, it's insecurity week, so hearing that Chandra doesn't want to talk to him stings for some bizarre reason. He hasn't really been chasing, but he falters in the communication attempt.]
Oh.
[That's fair? He's garbage. So he turns around to walk in the opposite direction.]
[oh my god. chandra pauses, and then proceeds to word vomit.]
Why in the world are you so sensitive? For someone who faced the end of humanity, you should have developed thicker skin than that. If you can face down threats and enemies, the words and sentiments of others should no longer have any meaning. Honestly!
You're so stubborn that it's annoying, but watching you act so meekly is also annoying. Stop that.
The words are so many and so much. He freezes with his back to Chandra, expression blooming in bewilderment. This is a lot. Help him. Slowly, he turns around to face Chandra, looking stunned as shit. WHERE DOES HE EVEN START?]
It doesn't, or at least it doesn't bother me as much as this stupid drink's effect does! [it's fine.] However, I still stand by what I say, and it's that there's no worth in committing to something half-heartedly.
It's not me, [he finally says, still kind of confused and shocked by this outburst.] It isn't... me.
It's everyone else. It's... the people who keep it inside and won't let it out. When they're hurting or sad. That's when it happens. Seeing the end of the world made me care more. Seeing what we did to it.
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?!
HE'S SO CONFUSED BY CHANDRA DOING THIS EVEN THOUGH HE ABSOLUTELY KNOWS WHY IT WOULD BE SO.]
H-Hey!
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What!? I don't want to talk to you!
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Unfortunately, it's insecurity week, so hearing that Chandra doesn't want to talk to him stings for some bizarre reason. He hasn't really been chasing, but he falters in the communication attempt.]
Oh.
[That's fair? He's garbage. So he turns around to walk in the opposite direction.]
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Why in the world are you so sensitive? For someone who faced the end of humanity, you should have developed thicker skin than that. If you can face down threats and enemies, the words and sentiments of others should no longer have any meaning. Honestly!
You're so stubborn that it's annoying, but watching you act so meekly is also annoying. Stop that.
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The words are so many and so much. He freezes with his back to Chandra, expression blooming in bewilderment. This is a lot. Help him. Slowly, he turns around to face Chandra, looking stunned as shit. WHERE DOES HE EVEN START?]
Why does it bother you so much?
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It's not me, [he finally says, still kind of confused and shocked by this outburst.] It isn't... me.
It's everyone else. It's... the people who keep it inside and won't let it out. When they're hurting or sad. That's when it happens. Seeing the end of the world made me care more. Seeing what we did to it.
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The more deep in thought you are, the more nonsensical your sentences become.
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What's so hard to understand?
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what]
I don't know... It just doesn't feel like it's worth it.
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