But then I'll sober up and actually have to think about all this!
[he shrugs]
I've been drinking a little water. I don't want to, like, double-die of dehydration. That'd be a real dumb way to go. But I definitely don't wanna be sober in hell, either.
Oh, he absolutely will. That's, like, what Satan does, right? But if I don't even challenge him 'cause I'm scared I'll lose or he'll trick me, there's a zero percent chance anything will change.
If I give it my best shot, the chance is at least higher than zero, even if it's still low.
[he's too sober for this question, actually. he buys himself some time by drinking the water.]
It's no grand, big thing like some others have. I just want to live again. I was moving in with some friends, and I'd finally gotten back in contact with my mom after not knowing where she was for years. I'm not ready to just give that up yet.
[His smile is faint and bittersweet. About Kuranosuke’s circumstance, that is. It seems too rude to ask how Kuranosuke got here if that was the case, so he doesn’t.
Again, he sits back down, but won’t look at Kuranosuke directly.]
[look i'm canonblind as fuck here i'm assuming he's actually satan or something since your canon is called devilman crybaby and he's been crying everywhere]
...well, if you win that drinking game, you wanna come back with me? I could introduce you to my friends.
I'm not gonna get to know you any better if you stay here and hell and I head back to Tokyo!
[kuranosuke shrugs.]
Tokyo's a big city. If it turns out we don't get along after we get out of here, you can just do your own thing. But there's no reason why any of us should just have to languish in hell for all eternity. Honestly, I think there was some kind of paperwork screwup. Soldier Boy was a child murdering dickhead, but we're not all that bad.
[Hearing this stuns him into an awkward silence. Yikes. He looks away over the bar, wondering now if that is why Kuranosuke had been so loud and so bold.]
I don’t think that’s true, [he finally says, gentle.] No, I know that isn’t true because I know the things I’ve done. Most of us probably deserve to be here.
A lot of people didn’t even really care Hunter was dead at the start. What he did wasn’t right, but… most of the people feeling proud of calling Bucky a monster have probably done something just as bad to get here. If Bucky is a murdering dickhead, so am I.
So don’t let someone being nice or on your side fool you, okay?
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Oh, uh... no. It's fine. [He... motions to the drink.] Go ahead.
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...eugh. So, how are you holding up? And be honest.
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Not great, but... I've been through worse. What about you?
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[with
alcohol, apparently.]
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Should... you be drinking so much? You need to have some water in between.
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[he shrugs]
I've been drinking a little water. I don't want to, like, double-die of dehydration. That'd be a real dumb way to go. But I definitely don't wanna be sober in hell, either.
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Maybe you should be able to go on ahead and battle Satan then. [He gets back up.] I'll get you some water.
You should probably eat too.
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...thanks. You're a real nice guy, Akira.
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You don't think Satan is going to try tricking you?
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If I give it my best shot, the chance is at least higher than zero, even if it's still low.
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After a moment, he comes back with some water to put down by Kuranosuke.]
Why do you want to win? To go back?
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[he's too sober for this question, actually. he buys himself some time by drinking the water.]
It's no grand, big thing like some others have. I just want to live again. I was moving in with some friends, and I'd finally gotten back in contact with my mom after not knowing where she was for years. I'm not ready to just give that up yet.
What about you?
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[His smile is faint and bittersweet. About Kuranosuke’s circumstance, that is. It seems too rude to ask how Kuranosuke got here if that was the case, so he doesn’t.
Again, he sits back down, but won’t look at Kuranosuke directly.]
I don’t know if I want to go back actually.
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[kuranosuke looks startled]
But you're way too nice to just be stuck in hell forever! Frankly, I don't even get how you ended up here at all.
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Thanks, but… there just isn’t anything for me to go back to.
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...well, if you win that drinking game, you wanna come back with me? I could introduce you to my friends.
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LOOK. He does not expect this answer out if literally anyone here except maybe Ryo, so it startles him enough to get him to glance up.]
You don’t even know me… What if I’m not the person you think I am?
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[kuranosuke shrugs.]
Tokyo's a big city. If it turns out we don't get along after we get out of here, you can just do your own thing. But there's no reason why any of us should just have to languish in hell for all eternity. Honestly, I think there was some kind of paperwork screwup. Soldier Boy was a child murdering dickhead, but we're not all that bad.
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I don’t think that’s true, [he finally says, gentle.] No, I know that isn’t true because I know the things I’ve done. Most of us probably deserve to be here.
A lot of people didn’t even really care Hunter was dead at the start. What he did wasn’t right, but… most of the people feeling proud of calling Bucky a monster have probably done something just as bad to get here. If Bucky is a murdering dickhead, so am I.
So don’t let someone being nice or on your side fool you, okay?
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He fidgets a lil.]
I won't hurt you.
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[...]
Are you... also a soldier or something?
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No... nothing like that. I'm just a high school student. Was... a high school student.
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[something other than, like, dying??]
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...
[He kind of glances around them with his eyes briefly.]
...There were demons back home.
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