[she kind of just... dully aches, about that. like she's all scraped out with a spoon. and after a second, she just drapes over him again, like she did earlier during trial.]
[Well, that's WORSE, thanks. This is a hell he doesn't want.]
I know.
[He pats her arm. But it doesn't feel like it's enough. So, finally, he twists enough to give her a hug.]
Keep going, okay? Don't give up no matter what happens. Keep drinking--for practice. When we get there, we'll put him on the ground. Then we can decide.
...Harrowhark told me... to decide a path once I get the victory. So we should do that. We should try to win.
[you know how in snowblind you had emily with her green actions and her red actions. that's what is happening to gideon in this game]
You know. [she starts, with a little sigh.] Itto said earlier that he was just going to go find the people that got double dead and bust them out. Like it wasn't even a question of whether he could or not, just that he was going to.
I don't talk to the demons, so I don't know anything about the party or whatever we're supposed to be doing here. Far as I can see we go until we don't. If we get to the point where we have any leverage at all, hopefully I'll be alive and remember.
[His smile is weak, but it's a smile. Brief. He nods.]
I don't know too much about the party either. They wouldn't really say... about what Satan was interested in, or what the party would be like. I think... Chandra said none of them had ever been to Satan's party before. A little weird, I guess.
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It's garbage. He didn't even mean to do it.
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[He watches her a moment. Really about to crumble five seconds in for the hugging. His eyes sting! His throat tightens! WHERE ARE THE TEARS?!]
...I tried not to say anything. When I realized. But I don't know what we would have done if we didn't find out.
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Voted for me, maybe. [she says, bitterly.] Or someone else on that list.
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They probably would have voted for Ryo... Since he wasn't letting them check him.
[He reaches up to gently put a hand on her arm.]
Did you go see him?
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Of course I did. Did you?
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Yeah, I did. I don't know if it helped, but... I won't take saying goodbye for granted.
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she just closes her eyes.]
I don't want to. [say goodbye, she means.]
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Me either.
[He's just some dude who got possessed by a demon. He doesn't have any inspiring words, or even any comforting ones.]
It never gets easier. Sorry.
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[she's lost enough people, it's not new, but.]
It won't be the last, either.
[she kind of just... dully aches, about that. like she's all scraped out with a spoon. and after a second, she just drapes over him again, like she did earlier during trial.]
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I know.
[He pats her arm. But it doesn't feel like it's enough. So, finally, he twists enough to give her a hug.]
Keep going, okay? Don't give up no matter what happens. Keep drinking--for practice. When we get there, we'll put him on the ground. Then we can decide.
...Harrowhark told me... to decide a path once I get the victory. So we should do that. We should try to win.
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Okay. [she says, simply, at first, because - that's how she feels, too. she can't give up. she never has before.] Okay.
[maybe he doesn't think he's good at inspiring speeches or whatever, but this works. it works well enough.]
I'll keep you going, too.
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[He gives her a squeeze then pats her shoulders reassuringly.
Don’t listen to Harrow or anyone else, please learn emotional release and platonic physical affection like hugging.]
If something happens, it doesn’t mean we didn’t try hard enough. At least we tried.
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You know. [she starts, with a little sigh.] Itto said earlier that he was just going to go find the people that got double dead and bust them out. Like it wasn't even a question of whether he could or not, just that he was going to.
I really ought to be that level of thick.
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He pulls back so he can look at her, brows furrowing doubtfully.] I... don't know. Maybe they are somewhere. [Frowning gently.]
The demons said there were other departments. It might not mean anything about... the ones who are gone. Maybe they're gone for good.
But... the people who win. You might can ask to change that.
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I don't talk to the demons, so I don't know anything about the party or whatever we're supposed to be doing here. Far as I can see we go until we don't. If we get to the point where we have any leverage at all, hopefully I'll be alive and remember.
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I don't know too much about the party either. They wouldn't really say... about what Satan was interested in, or what the party would be like. I think... Chandra said none of them had ever been to Satan's party before. A little weird, I guess.
But we'll keep going.